grow the fuck up. You like to play highschool game, go ahead. I do not want to be apart.
Things will never ever be the same, i said you are out of my life means you are out. You dont need my forgiveness coz you think you forgave me damn much (wat fuck exactly i need to be forgiven? coz im sincere? WOW, religion teach u that much?). SHIT YOUR FACE AND YOUR FUCKED UP BRAIN.
You know well the fact that i did nothing. If you have problem with your low self esteem, head to the wall perhaps that will help coz no one will blame a retard.
Its not my fault im happy and have better life. I earned it, coz im never a backstabbing shit like you.
GROW THE FUCK UP GET THE FUCK OFF. Â This will haunt me as long as i live, and if you will like this achievement, u have it. Ill hate you, despise u for the rest of my life.
I dont think i deserve to pass anyway, slacking and watch the whole series of gaki no tsukai. If i do pass, its either my luck (many other’s luck) OR im fucking intelligent. ..fuck it, it must be the luck. You bastards sure wish me fail…. but ive got august to resit you know? but i wont bother to retake if i fail all five subjects.
if i do fail all i agree i deserve it. NOT I DONT WTF?! i deserve to fail for 3 and not 5! i did loads of work on criminal law come on.
Daddy say.. I dint do enough.. Im wasting my time.. he is probably right. I was torn when he said that. but truth hurts right…. but i have the cheeks to say he hurt me in sms. Sorry dad, if i pass this exam ill tell you the truth. but if Yi read this entry OR fucktards read this post, you probably find out pretty soon. if you need to tell my dad this do include ” daddy, i love you nonetheless”.
Today, dad mom blythe and i went for a quick drink. He said, If i fail my exam.. i should resit. honestly, i almost cried on the spot.. WHAT HAVE I DID TO DESERVE DAD LIKE THIS?
i failed a levels few times, i lost counts. Â He have faith in me to let me fool around with his money and my youth to learn my lesson. I got straighten up after i got pregnant. ..loads of thanks to blythe.. she dont know how much she meant to me (yeah..probably repeated this for 23746187468176481734 times) S0 i finally passed my a levels and got into my 1st year…
wouldnt say it comes easily..coz i go for class until i was 7 or 8 months pregnant.. drive 45 minutes and pay rm15 for parking EACH FUCKING DAY. And to be carrying myself in that weight is crazy… but it makes me happy. Never in my life i felt so courages. Blythe you are awesome and i love you..despite you shout like nobody’s business now.
got into my 1st year..but so what? Try bring a mother and a student.. ITS MOTHERFUCKINGHARD.
Im not complaining.. but mother in law causes me so much trouble that kinda give up going to classes. But people wouldnt understand this.. “belle? nah just another lazy student” Â yap.. try to have a child, a mother in law, a husband and loads of shit throwing at your face when u goto classes and trying to find a slot to study.
1. Mother in law that throws her grandchild to her son and tell him, im out now. Take care of her.
babe, you are 75 yrs old.. you know your daughter in law just went to school about 2 hours ago, that makes her just sat in her class for 1 hour, you decided to tell your son to handle your grandchild which you promised to take care until your daughter in law comes back. IS YOUR SON JOBLESS? no he isnt. So your daughter in law need to rush back to take k of your grandchild and miss her class yet again. Despite you do that, your daughter in law cant be showing face or be upset about it. NICE ONE BABE. I LOVE YOU.
2. At times like this, you get to see awesome lecturers or likewise. There is lecturers who acts like a 6 yrs old kid. That show you stare stare, guling guling eyes, or the face that says “you are gonna fail so bad”
i think : ITS OK, GOT AUGUST. if i fail in august as well. youve pawn me.
Im not justifying the classes i missed. Its definitely my fault for  my incompetence to get things right. But, i work hard as well.
3rd can of coffee (shit tht i wouldnt take unless its a war) .. i miss you, wonder if you thinks of me too. Good night…
Today, i did well in my practical exam. I ask my parents out for a meal so i can share my epic win. Mom being bleak as usual will not believe my performance. Im used to it anyway. Dad will be interested to know but you see i do quite have this fragile little heart when im dealing with people i love most. Since my mom slam me right on my face. I decided its ok. Its my win and not theirs. Prolly i should keep it to myself.
Next, she asked me. Did I scolded anyone online. first thing came to my mind… “how can i not foresee they will go for my mom and not my face” YOU ARE DESPICABLE.
i dont need to know how and why did your mother went to my mother. unlike any mother in the universe, my mom will always fuck her own child b4 others because she believe when things fucked up, both side is wrong and she will blame her own daughter before anyone else. My mom is not like your mother. ITS JUST PLAIN FUCKING JUVENILE CHESS.
The fact that this goes to your mother.. i seriously cant conveyed myself through words. Im so so agitated. If you are bothered that i commented you in MY blog. DONT BOTHER COMING HERE. Im born with bigger balls but not much of brain i think. Coz i just cant foresee how fucking stupid this can goes.Anything wrong come to my face and not my mom please its easier to deal with you than my mother OMFG. shit how can i now see this! u know i hated all this shitty situation with my mom so u goto my mom instead. genius genius
Look if your mother is going to come to me and ask me why i (actually i really dont know what i did) i prolly will answer
1. Dog eats dog means ruthless competitive society. Im referring to HUMANS generally and not indicate or intend it to meant u are a dog. please brush up your understanding.
2. Im basically doing whatever you guys does. but without password protected
fair and square no? i dont shit among you guys. i shit in my blog. You shit among you guys. FAIR not? this is so retarded. i feel retarded just by typing this out.
i repeat myself. Think again wtf u are doing. JUST WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT FROM ME.
you bring this on. BRING IT. im here. Thank you come again NOT.
p/s it just pains me to dedicate a post to such mucdadoaboutnothing people. My domain cost me money and im paying people to see this shit. nincompoop me me me
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