Taken when shes 5-6 months old

“I see you rolling around the bed today, one day you’l be able to jump…

i see you crawling around the floor today…one day ull be able to walk

fall.. and ill be there for you.

today u crawl to my knee wanting me to carry you, One day ull be able to run and will not need my hands.

One day someone will hold your hands….. and i hope he’l be able to held your hands for me.

One day before i leave, ill tell you sorry.. ill tell you i love you.. ill tell you youre the best thing happened to mommy. Youre a miracle” 020210

Copied pasted from my fb.

Eventually, they are in the same secondary school (all girls school) with me until im 17.

Thing is, they are not friends. Just bunch of  hypocrites + sour puss + utterly inferior . Here is what happened, they need to GANG UP on me to confront me of my sinful did and ofcoz its according to them also.

Back then im an infamous bitch ( according to them) and here is the pathetic why :

PATHETIC WHY LIST
1. i cant enjoy their sense of fashion and they think MNG is god. HELLO MNG IS … forget it. go freaking worship it.

2. coz im fat that is why i cant enjoy their fashion. i need bigger size so i shop in guess instead. that is why im so JEALOUS i cant shop in MNG coz im fat and that i can only shop in zara or guess. that is why im so JEALOUS i cant shop in MNG coz im fat and that i can only shop in zara or guess. that is why im so JEALOUS i cant shop in MNG coz im fat and that i can only shop in zara or guess. that is why im so JEALOUS i cant shop in MNG coz im fat and that i can only shop in zara or guess. that is why im so JEALOUS i cant shop in MNG coz im fat and that i can only shop in zara or guess.

3. I DONT HAVE A BF!!!! SOBS.they should really pity me on this but instead THEY THINK ITS MY FAULT I DONT HAVE A BF!!! and its a sin that i have ALOT guy friends i know from online. So their calculation its ok if u are fucking around with few boyfriends… and ALOT of male friend is wrong its a sin and i should die crucified on the toilet bowl ( no blasphemy intended). I DINT FUCK AROUND WOH!

4. im cheap because i date (hang out) guys that own their own sports car or luxury car, and they (those bitches) are damn cool because they date basketball player that rides bicycle. And the bf wont even buy them a chocolate =(

5. I am very ignorant when it comes to gossips. coz it doesnt benefit me. i rather think of what to buy next. and that to them it  is a breach of their code! and what is their code? “WE MUST BE SO FUCKING ALIKE THAT OUR MENSES SHOULD COME TOGETHER AS WELL” that is why im dead wrong, and when i gave negative reaction (as in im not interested) they regard it as MEAN. wah……

6. even the way i ate nasi lemak was a crime. i insist you judge this one. The way i eat nasi lemak is i like mixing everything together as in the sambal rice, anchovies, egg and peanuts are all  mixed. so i every bite is perfect ! they said im disgusting. AM I AM I! wtf?! how am i suppose to eat? i dont see the difference between u eat the sambal after the rice or mixing it before going into your mouth.  I DONT. it taste the same. NO?

7.according to them.. i tell lies. …..just because i dont show you my boyfriend.. just because i dont really want to show you what i have..i am telling lies….. but you know the best now how far my “lies” went.

8. i talk about future. when they ask me what i wanna do, i said i want to be a lawyer in the future ( i know i know but im finally in my degree right, getting there getting there) and their reaction is..why are you like that? cant you think of what you want to eat later. WAH LAN THIS IS YOUR FUCKING FUTURE  YOU ACTUALLY MEANT?!?! you perhaps want to say i misunderstood what they ask but no. they are seriously talking about wat to eat later or which club they wanna visit, which pill they hope to try

9. being smarter can be real headache.

a. i start dancing when i was 4 yrs old. so im good at it due to many years of training. they sign up for dancing class and include my so called cousin (not anymore tho) to join them. and they made a pact that “mei yee(me) cannot know about this”  coz they can dance alot better than me and i will cry when i found out. I KID. otherway round ofcoz.

b. they want to learn instrument. i suggest they start with piano. but because ive graduate piano so they dont want to take the same course i went, they take up violin. So sad, right after i finish my piano, i already sign up for violin (extreme sad face for them ofcoz). one day they came to me and tell me dint my violin teacher promote me to do performance for our music studio because they are given chance to perform for our studio? i said no and reason is im tired of it consumes too much time. and their performance is? TWINKLE TWINKLE LITTLE STAR ..and as if its not bad enough, apparently they did not perform at the end because their teacher put another girl who is 6yrs old to perform with them. they are 16. and they curse their teacher ofcoz. but for me i totally sympathize the teacher. wat other song can a grade 1 perform? and how many 16 yrs old is in grade 1??  tsk tsk..

TOO MANY BUT THIS IS MY CONCLUSION no. 10

they say : foong mei yee, what relationship you had with HOO (sam), he had a gf, how come you both still contact each other constantly? are you being the 3rd party?! you are so cheap!

i need to break this down. Firstly, how the hell you know both of us contact each other constantly? Hoo had a gf and i know and we are always best friend since we knew each other. nothing more nothing less. For us, a girl and a boy, can be friends. Sincere friends that care for each other. Maybe love does exist back then but we are not mature enough to know that is love, that is why we are always best friend until im 19.

FUCKING MOFOS. I THANK GOD I STAND ON MY OWN, BACK MYSELF UP AND DEFENDED MY FRIENDSHIP WITH SAM.

if i were to follow your way of fashion, i am the cheap lala. if i were to show you my boyfriend just to prove i am not telling lies i will  probably stab myself now for being so bimbotic, if i were to gossip as much, i will end up just like yo. If i am as inferior, i am not me today.

I still eat nasi lemak my way. I play my piano and violin with dignity because i am passionate to them both. They are not instrument just for the sake of show off. What is the point to do something when you are not passionate  about it? This is the reason you dont succeed. because u are not sincere. Proving yourself in the damn wrong way.

lastly, if i were to listen to you that i am wrong to keep sam as my best friend. I will not be married today. I will not have this beautiful daughter that is turning 1 soon. To be happy and grateful and glad… is the best winning i guess.

the monster with her rubber duckey

There is reason why you can talk to everyone but me. What you did will come back to you.

I said that 5 years ago to myself. today i said the same thing. Whatever shit you did to me, ill give it a few years time to let you experience your fucking stupidity. If these bitches are mean, a friend that i thought i used to know is far more… i dont know. I cant even recall why are we friends. if you can do this to a friend you knew for 2 years for friends you known for 2 months, what are you?

be very worry when i kept quiet.

Merry X mas

Inked B

Hokkaido baby from Mom

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Here I am again
Singing the same old tune
Holding everything as close as I can to you
If love is anywhere
Mine still belongs with you
But I’m holding it in my hand

She lays her head
Upon your shoulder
But all I see is the way that you hold her
You live in your house
With a beautiful view
And I live in an your apple tree

I am a songbird
Singing out your window
Telling stories in the shade
And I can’t fly away
I can’t fly away

Imagine me
Flying around the world
Or Italy on a terraced hill
No matter where life’s taking me
I may still be up in your apple tree

I am a songbird
Singing out your window
Telling stories in the shade
And I can’t fly away
I can’t fly away
No I can’t fly away
I can’t fly away
I’ll follow wherever you go
‘Cause I can’t fly away

do it on the face. not the back. cunt.

Location Pavillion KL

Level 6

modern and cozy environment. Would suggest to visit when its not peak time. we went around 4pm on weekdays

Ordered rm178+ set course meal which really worth every single penny. Portion is big

Appetizer : fresh canadian oyster and another 2 i forgot its name. The freshest and best oyster i had is in the ship. But this is beyond the scale. SUPERB because its sweet (because its very fresh) and they dont even need to chill it with ice, as big as my palm and we saw the flesh move once we squeeze in lemon. AWESOME or we are just gore.  will definitely come here for its wine and oyster again next round. (went the ship last 2 weeks and their oyster is so small!! and tasted muddy. great disappointment)

Seafood soup. big portion sam and i dint manage to finish this. Inside the soup is soft shell crap, scallop REALLY BIG bigger than their soup spoon. love it so much ! and prawn. mediocre prawn. overall its still good. creamy and heavy flavour

Main course : foei gras, salmon and i forgot wats below the grill salmon. Their foei gwa is fantastic. literally melt once it touches my tongue. The outer layer of liver is so thin in crust it feels like a piece of thin ice but its hot then the inside just glide through your tongue to your stomach before u realize it.  I usually will not eat cooked salmon. But i totally ate half of this. Its good.

Main course : fried mushroom or whatever you call it, broccoli and lamb loin in sea urchin butter. the outer layer is grill to perfect and its soft and juicy inside. Best.

suggested by the waitress.  strawberry something. creamy and satisfying.

I think its spacious and an awesome place to enjoy your good food. Before peak time that is. towards 6.30pm the crowd start to build up and cause merciless loud chatters. I dont like environment like that. Il make sure my next round is not peak time again.

Indeed =]