Just a little…confession

should be doing revision, should be on bed..yet i just cant get you out of my head and vision with or without my eyes close.

im worried and paranoid about our future. Not because i do not trust you as in you will cheat on me or you will dump me..instead im worry that i cant get enough dosage of you. Yeah perhaps im really that addicted to you wanted to sniff you all the time..much more than hero loves you sniff your smelly socks.

I cant wait..cant wait for the time we could see each other day and night. Not that we cant now ( since you are sleeping over my place at least 4 days a week ) but i wish to go through many many more with you. Its not marriage since i do not believe in any but there is plenty more for me to look forward with you. trips per se…just too many. thinking of it makes me smiles to my sleeps..or peck your nose when you are snoring beside me.

Impossible..impossible there are any couple/lovers/hubbywifey who do not argue at all. argue as in because of love and care ( not over ego. that is tad fucking stupid ) ..i do wonder if its an argument because you never once disagree with what i said. i think its me throwing tantrums on you? every single time you will say sorry and makes me smile again. But you’l never fail to make me sulk AGAIN, this is just us i think =]

i might say hurtful things to you..that will hurt our relationship..but the one who gets the most pain..is actually me myself, for i love you more than i ever love myself. id never said this to you in real life..coz its just simply me. who is never once good in confession (verbally). by typing..perhaps i convey what i felt better?

you ..always protect and will never tolerate anyone who mistreated, you will do anything and everything just to make me happy.

you said the day you know me..is the day im in you mind till today, there are many things happened in your life but what you remember the most is the days where you were 16 and we will hang on the phone for few hours and i will sing for you.

I said.. perhaps i do not love you from the 1st day i know you but you are my best friend i do not want to lose ever.

im sorry that ive turned you down when you gather all the courage to confessed to me two years back ..where you clearly know i have a bf still. it took you one whole year to get me to your side? in fact..i think i wanted to be with you..but im just afraid

IF ONE DAY I FAIL OUR RELATIONSHIP, I’ll LOSE YOU.

therefore..i thought by maintaining to be your best friend will guarantee our BFF relationship.

One year ++ ago we are finally together. you said..

“you are my forever meiyee”..

i think you should know..you are my forever hochai too. the one and only im willing to sing to as long as i live.

h0chai,

i just wanna let you know..i never once regret agreeing to be with you. Never

Love,

{mEi^yEe}

p/s: why should i be ashamed to declare my love to someone i love? if i were to not be honest with myself within my territory..how could i be honest in the public? my life..is aint a play for everyone’s comments..but a re-captivation i ought to give myself in the future.

Man and sex

ok..im not the virgin mary u can find in town BUT im not a whore. just a girl who wanna share some juicy bits. NOT THAT SINFUL RIGHT! don fucking branding me a whore after this ar! altho im quite polluted in my mind. Hey atleast i admit it! unlike those so call im-an-innocent-virgin but they actually are fucking pure offending.

Da foreplay

lets start on the foreplay. Ive heard many man thinks that foreplay is so freaking overrated, well i think its damn true (i mean the man mindset part) coz once their dicks go erect they wanna poke into something immediately.LAME. nowander they said to make a man happy just strip! but i do not think foreplay is overrated. See if they are being stimulate well, they’l go harder sounds damn good! and at the end we girls will get the satisfaction ngek ngek. Some guys they cum fast ill elaborate more about that later, so either 1.u cut down the foreplay so he dont get too excited ( one of the reason that makes him cum fast ) or 2. stimulate him to the max so he cum and awaits for second round that will definitely last longer.

Da foreplaying moves

1. before bed appetizers

foreplay itself means TEASING. so teasing does not start on the bed. BUT EVEN BEFORE THE BED. So some naughty texting like “would you like to have sex tonight sir?” that will make him get very ready for the love making session later. Do some naughty moves. lets say bend down on your very almost panties like shorts to flash abit of your butt to him but act like you never intend to do so muahahah! u might get it right on the spot or..later. Well eventually when he is ready.. the satisfaction goes to girls later haha.

2. on the bed/couch/whatever place

before tongues wet there are dry fingers. So try your best to keep things dry before going to fast to wet. Run your fingers on the Turn-on buttons like..

the fingers

run your fingers around his nipples. pinch it a lil and talk to him in a hish hush voice. IM NOT TELLING U TO BE A KITTEN but would you like your man to be damn loud when they want to uh-hum with you? no rite? so be gentle larh! using your second finger to run it around his body like tummy, near groin areas, oh ask him to turn around and run the touchy around his waist. ticklish but guarantee to turn him on. since u are at his back, While sit on his butt make sure you press your downthere to make sure he even feel it on his butt.

the tongues wet

this is the best weapons of all. it can do wonders to your man. before u start with your tongue, you can wet your fingers abit with yr saliva ( i do not see it as unhygienic unless u don brush your teeth for many years ) to run around his body. Then proceed to tongue his Ears. Now licking ears like licking loli is not gonna work here. While you lick around his ears, you must make sure u blow some winds like your breathy voice, only then it will be fruitful. if not man can always get his dog to lick for him rite anot? in this case u are not a bitch ma. Lower down to his neck ( all these are very conventional but it works! ) ofcoz blow some winds and ask questions like

“isit good baby? how do you like it?” its ok if you dont, it not much different than making love with a corpse thats all. Later, goto his thigh run your tongue around there..thn slowly lower down to his toes. Ok few people said that its downright disgusting..but why? your man do not clean his feet? poor thing =( . after toes, goto his balls. lick it and suck it and your fingers rub the area between his balls and asshole LOL!

3. WANK HIM OFF!

i suggest Lube. cincai grab on from durex. Its great fun if you are willing to explore. its better than wanking him using your saliva rite? lube his lil bro and start stoking it. you’l see the satisfying hornypression. Else than wanking him off via hands, ofcoz the ultimate desire of man, -THE BJ-

-THE BJ-

it requires alot of skills. ive heard my male friends ( not your bf not your bf ) complain about their chic suck at BJ, coz most of the time they feel their chic are revenging on their dicks ( biting it off ) so my dear girls when u do BJ do feel it with your teeth, whether u feel like you are biting something. if you do, then open your mouth bigger or lift the teeth up. how will you feel if a toilet cleaner is rubbing your down there? =(. while sucking.. dont be boring by just putting the dick in your mouth and expect it to do wonders. Move in and out and in the same time suck it. If you do not feel like puking when his brother is deep in your throat, good news you are prone to do a great deep throat.

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOUR MAN!

The most sensitive area is the dickhead where the brain of man is placed. so if you work there well perhaps your man will finally wake up and treat you better. Work your tongue around the dickhead and in the same time do the sucking. Yes its alot of work but good news is your cheek will slim down!! you can wank him with your fingers and your mouth together as well. guarantee to blow him off in no time =D. btw im just kidding about the cheek slim down part, don fucking go home and suck your man 10 times a day and skinning me alive later for the non achieving results.

I’l leave the making love bullshit for another post. i think it worth a whole entry hehe. They say to control a man well is by doing good job on the bed. This just prove how shallow mens are =( and after this post dont go wonder what sam and i did ok!!!! it might be my experience with exes and others… KIDDING! cant joke isit now! all the above have nothing to do with my real life. NOTE THAT.

HAPPY FOREPLAYING MATES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh i miss out the cumming too fast part. I think in previous post i mention that when you man cum fast, its partly because you are lousy for you fail to estimate his cumsation. Its part of your job to control his execution on his dick. if you think its too soon, take it out and divert it to other foreplays and continue later to prolong his ejaculation timing. in this post i mentioned cut down the foreplay coz if it stimulate him too much obviously he will cum like no tomorrow in no time or make him cum asap and wait for second round. Another option is to practice more. The less you do it, the faster he cums due to his sensitivity interaction of his dick towards vagina. So girls..remember dont be a starfish ( ttl’s terms) on the bed. it does no good. practice more position to volume up the love life.

often i say, when the making love session goes bad, theres the time you need to get ready for a break up. Bad sex = lack of communication = no understanding. i dont know for married couple since im never married HAHHA. Go dirty now!

p/s : if you wonder why is everything so not my colour. well..since its so lusty..so must put lustful colours WAHAHAHHA

extremely random

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