Revisited

what is Love when its too late,  missing out the agenda.

its no longer “love” but..

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REGRETS.

NTBD

did mention about lifeless life. how ironic.

i still suffer post-exam grieve. grieving for i did not do well.. i never tend to feel any JOY after my exam, not in any seconds after the last paper. i know very well..i flunked it yet again.

My love definitely knew what i was suffering as i prefer not to sleep in the night but do whatever i could to drain the energy out of myself so i could collapse and doze off later on in the morning.

just wanna thank you for so much careful gentleness you are showering me with. the whole bangkok idea is to celebrate the “after exam” im sorry my love. i do not feel any..atltho we are flying in 1 more day to be exact. Don’t worry..ill wrap myself up pretty soon..ought to since there is no other option.

went to a mad slaughtering income shopping today. more about that coz it really worth a post. spent over 10k. jk

anyway im about to share the most satisfying spends on.

yep a book. about to get grisham’s brethren yet i got this “Marley & me”

im in chapter nine and im about to laugh all my tears out already. here is some classic sarcasm quotes

1.here is the part where the mistress save that idiotic dog’s life

she swooped in, pried his jaws open with one hand, and reached deep into his gullet with the other, pulling out a large, saliva-coated wad of cellphone..

marley left out a last cough, banged his tail against the wall, and looked at her with an expression that said, CAN WE DO IT AGAIN?

2. here is the confessional part of the master opinion of the dog LOL!!!!

he is a big, loving dope of a dog whose defense strategy against intruders would surely have been to lick them to death

a really heart warming book and believe in few sentences it might brings you to tears. try it =] you’l laugh and cry and feel pity to John Grogan and his wife Jenny for owning

the world’s worst dog.

i do understand this particular “worst dog in the world” feeling. Hero, never in a day failed to give me hard times.

Chewing on toilet papers, underwears of his dad, my bras, carpets, the corners of the cupboard IN SHORT ANYTHING CHEW-able. Lucky enough hero is quite a cleanliness freak so he is a well toilet trained dog. So one day if he decided to go notty, he will perhaps pee on my bed than his own carpet. CHAO DOG!!!!!!!!

No matter how much complains and unsatisfactory towards this westie of mine..i love him. with all my heart. He is really there when i need consolation, he cant talk but he will sit and watch me, just watch to make sure ill be ok until his dad is home. i wouldnt mind spending my whole life with him..if he have only sam and i..we too..have only him to shower our love and complains.

taken 2 weeks ago while playing “hide and seek”. sometimes he will hide everything except his head like what you see in the picture..or vice versa. hiding only his head in the blanket but the body =’= he is quite pointless i know.

see you guys after bangkok

My life…

after my exam i felt that im such a piece of vegetable.

Vege that wakes up around 2pm everyday ( did not lunch and breakfast everyday. just eat junk )

Vege that then watch drama/psp until her love one come home, then go for dinner

after dinner, lepak drama or psp again

then go for supper

after supper LEPAK PSP with love one until midnight.

morning goodbye kiss to lovey and continue sleeping until 2 pm

*bonus activity is shopping

OMG IM SUCH A VEGETABLE. i hate this life!!!!!!! been looking for jobs.. but hell no news yet and i REFUSE big big REFUSE to go anywhere that my dad have connection. it feels like there is no way i can find a comfortable job without my dad’s help? LIFELESS.USELESS.PENNILESS

i feel like there is nothing to look forward the next day. I do not feel like posting anything that ive been thru last two months because all the events will makes me felt im fucking vegetable now.

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*back watching drama* SEE! lifeless!!!!