I think we love
Too bad we havent broke up yet (marriage can be broken too)
Q : do you love sam.
Interrogation that i got so many times that im immune to it.
Answer, i do not know i guess. not until the day before i die. Along the way if everything remains the same, that we did nothing severe to hurt each other.
I guess, we love each other.
If anything happens, i wouldnt know. I might scorn. Lets just hope it doesnt happen, so il think i love.
A friend today told me that, many of his friends that married young, regretted. I havent regret YET, not a time. Everytime i think of my pregnancy or life im having now, im god damn fuck happy. Never want this to change. I always hated changes.
Im afraid, studies are going intense now and im not even halfway through it. I havent find the balance yet. When im meddling with my books, i think of blythe. When im bullying blythe..i think of my books. I feel that im not committed student or an attentive mother. I do not hope ill end no where in between them..
Why is sam not in my concern. HE’L ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME. =] and so do I. Hes my least concern because i just know we’l be there for each other to make things right. Wouldnt know if this will last forever ( vague ) but.. for now, i might be the happiest wife for now.
November 19 2009 09:01 pm | Says it all and Wedding Journal and emo toto
November 19th, 2009 at 9:38 pm
Oh I am one of those who asked you before.. XD
November 22nd, 2009 at 10:25 pm
I think I did ask u also… XD
and then I answered for u also.
YOU LOVE SAM!!! DEFINITELY.
November 23rd, 2009 at 4:16 pm
ofcourse u love sam!!
whoever who said those who getting married young = regret is just an insecure ass who cant get into a real relationship!!!
i’ve seen it with my eyes and i can see that u and sam are definitely in love~~~~~~